Here I am, laying down on Cicendo’s Hospital bed. I’ve done my surgery, it was minor surgery cause I have a verucca under my right eye and it has to get removed because it was growing bigger. It didn’t bother me but it kept growing..so I had to make decision.

The surgery were real! I mean, I wore patient clothes, I was on the surgery table, under the bright lamp, the doctors wearing mask, they even put me under a big robe that only showing my right eye. Even though I didn’t scare, that time I was nervous..my God, it was like in the tv (kebanyakan nonton Grey’s Anatomy seh..).

Let me tell you how it feels, it was horrible..even though they put me on local anaesthetic, I can still feel a little something. It was getting worst at the last moment of the surgery..maybe the anaesthetic starting to loosen it’s effect, when the doctor did something like burned my skin..it was hell! I even cried a bit. The doctor said “hang on” but it was painful…I won’t do this again..not under my eyes or my eyes..not again.

So, when it finished, I just want to see my husband and cried on his shoulder. He saw me and asked if it was hurt, I said yes and he hugged me just like I needed him to. He said he proud of me, that I even dare to do this. He made a joke,”if it’s that painful then how if you were about to delivering baby?”. I answered,”ok, then I should think again about having a baby.” LOL.

But now, I feel better after having my medicine..it doesn’t feel hurt anymore. I think I wanna sleep now, I need to rest my eyes and not thinking about the result..
Best Regards,
Vierna
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